You have done this same rep ten thousand times and the last one still has the shape of the first, only now it costs you less to make it. Mars and Saturn share the same degree in your chart, so the impulse and the discipline are one muscle: your strength was never the explosive kind, it is the kind that is still there at month six. The fast starters who flared out early look at you then and finally get it. What you do takes a body that signed a truce with boredom and called it part of the work. The thing to watch is mistaking your patience for giving up. Some days the muscle asks for a burst, and feeding it does not betray the discipline. It finishes it.