You build out of stuff other people would have called thin air, and then the practical ones watch your beam take the load and cannot account for it. Saturn and Neptune share the same degree in your chart, so the dreaming and the building are one craft: your visions are not an exit door, they are blueprints with measurements on them. You keep ending up, without setting out to, giving a body to something that was drifting around looking for form. What the years teach you is to respect how long each material needs to cure. A dream set properly takes years to set. Rush it and you get structure with no soul in it, or a dream with no roof on it. Neither one keeps the rain off.