You love deep and for the long haul, and you go restless the moment routine settles in with no spark left. Venus squares Saturn, the commitment that endures rasping against the delight that wants to renew itself. Deepen the loyalty and you mourn the play you let die. Chase the spark and you fume at cracking what you built. It cost you love stories where you picked permanence and went bored, or picked novelty and stayed rootless. The grind taught you to renew permanence from the inside. A living commitment gets worked at daily. The loyalty you ended up with is not just inertia.