Uranus sparks at the North Node, the heading you came to break toward, and flashes the length of the axis to the South Node, where your old reflex to bolt keeps the exit lit. The charge jumps between both poles and settles on neither. Your independence reaches for the unfamiliar, the inherited flight draws it back, the flight scatters you, the new heading gathers you again. Some days a fresh insight carries you a long way out. Other days the familiar escape pulls you straight through the door. Holding still inside that crackling standoff is the actual work. Stop bolting from the worn exit, but do not throw away the freedom it once won you.