The Sun squares the axis from the South Node side, the worn groove you shine from, so the inherited identity grinds crosswise against the turn, and the strain keeps returning as a step you perform past rather than take. You become the self you already were by reflex, playing the practiced role instead of moving the new direction. That is not a defect. The friction is shaping someone truer in you. The familiar self was never going to carry this turn. The advance steadies the day you stop replaying the role you outgrew and let yourself become someone you have not yet been.