Uranus squares the axis from the South Node side, the worn groove you disrupt from, so the inherited restlessness grinds crosswise against the turn, sparking, and the strain keeps returning as a step you bolt from rather than take. You break away by reflex, leaping clear instead of moving the actual new direction. That is not a defect. The crackle is shaping something that can stay and build. Familiar freedom was never going to carry this turn. The advance steadies the day you stop springing loose of the post you have outgrown and plant your feet through the turn.